The things I say

9:45PM - Virgin Pop

I don't have a reason for all the things I do. I cheated myself when I loved so how can I change it?
I just had to start off fresh & so far its..... I still find myself about him.
I just need someone to love....

I wasted another day. Didn't do anything besides watch a movie & sleep. Nothing new.
I love him. & it might be too soon. But maybe one day I will. I don't even care anymore.
Maybe if I had a kitty.....I think tomorrow I might go pretend like I have a fucking life.
Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang.

& I get so furious. But I'm used to everything being only mine. & its not even jealousy. 
But I dont want him to talk to them. Because Im so insecure about old feelings being runewed.
Maybe I'm just scared that it'll happen to me....
I'll fuck a bitch up i swear I will. I will NOTTTT share!!!! 

I told you I was trouble. But atleast I love you.

Current mood: drained

Current music: Amy WineHouse.